I’ll try to blog as much happy thought as I can, but given my position and what I’ve been experiencing, sadness > happiness. And seriously, I wanna blog photos but yet to taken any as of yet.
Anyway, back to talking about Happy things. Top of the list - meeting darlings for dinner, I mean as a group thought not entirely given 2 always missing somewhere and one couldn’t cause it’s her dad’s birthday. Honestly, I really treasure my darlings because they are the ones that I can truly bare my heart and soul to, and then there are a few more. But the point I’m trying to make is that, I really thankful I’ve met them and hope that the weekly meeting can go on for some time even thought we are all caught up in our lives - dating, working, schooling. I think perhaps the sudden change in yy’s life has reconnected us again, even though there’s so much going on than before and perhaps more in the future.
What else? I don’t know, I’m kinda easily content these days so long as I managed to get a breather out from school work and all those stress, which is getting and biting into my confidence and ability to perform. Imaging me panicking all the time for tests and exams which I don’t in Poly. I told my mum that I felt like I’m back to square one where I’m trying to outshine and perform my peers, is like back to secondary school days and even primary school days. What do you think? I keep telling myself, you can survive and do it, for the sake of your future and the end result of going through a Uni education. That’s what keeping me going and trying and trying. I don’t like falling down, especially in this manner.
Oh well, shall update with pictures (hopefully soon) and more happy news. OH OH, am meeting darlings on Monday and hopefully they will all be there. =)
Loved and take care!
