January 2011
Year 3 Semester 1.
School is starting on Monday! I can’t imagine how the 6 weeks holidays have just gone by. Even though it didn’t feel like a holiday holiday, it’s well spent and I have my fair share of fun and laughter.
Had major fun at ZoukOut, PRU Camp, SLC Camp, Zouk with the MCs, drinking with the MCs and then PRU Chalet to end the holidays. There’s really nothing more that I can ask for. Loving this bunch of lovely people who entered my Uni life. Well, it’s not always fun and laughters, but also huge amount of replying emails and going for meetings and spending the festives home alone. However I shan’t be greedy because at the end of the day, I cheered up because I know I’m not alone and many others are with me and supporting me.
With the start of school, it marks the last year of the tertiary education or rather my entire education journey (that’s if i’m not intending to do Masters). Having mixed feelings about it, it somehow or another indicates to me that it’s time to grow up and face the real world.
On top of that, I’ve been trying to sort out my emotions. I’ve been suffering from what I’ve coined as emotion shutdown - rationalizing with your brain and stop following your heart. I feel it’s time to let myself feel whatever emotions that I ought to and not always trying to avoid it. I feel the need to start thinking about my future more, not just my career and such but also life is general. People around me are settling down and I want that stability in my life too.
Moreover, this year I’m turning 22 which is fucking fast, all the more I want to find my direction and know where it will take me. I don’t want to be drifting like a log and has no destination. All in all, I hope the year will be fruitful like 2010 and can’t wait for graduation.
LOVE AND TAKE CARE.
“Did she love him? She wanted to but doubted the authenticity of her own feelings. What did she know of love, whose reliable examples were all from stories.”
—Gregory Frost (via quote-book)
“I don’t pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into the room and smile at you.”
—Unknown (via kari-shma)
Happy 2011
Happy New Year! New year, new beginning and new start.
Shall do some reflection of the year 2010. All in all, 2010 was pretty awesome! Spent the entire year going to 21st parties and having fun, won tickets to Singfest, went to ZoukOut, Night Safari Halloween with my MC, my virgin clubbing with my darlings. So much more. I’m grateful that I’ve gotten my MC with me this semester, they make everything so much more easy, they never failed to crack me up. Loving this PRU family much.
As for this year, I don’t wish for much, just want everyone in the family to be healthy and happy, friends to be fine in their career/job and studies and their love life (awaiting for the day when you all get marry!). No special requests this year I guess, just want to graduate and get a decent job to repay all my studies debts. Then the usuals of getting fit and losing weight, getting good grades.
New year, new beginning, also means getting one older and one year wiser. Hopefully this year I’ll managed to sort out my career path and what I want to achieve and plan for it.
Time indeed flies! I can’t believe that I’m already in my last year of Uni education. I sure gonna miss it. I met a lot of people who have become my friends, and they are the loveliest lot of people I can meet in University. I’m so grateful for that. I can’t wait to capture all these memories with them for the last year!
TO ALL MY LOVELIES AND DARLINGS, I LOVE YOUR MUCH AND THANKS FOR THE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES FOR 2010. I LOOK FORWARD TO MORE OF SUCH IN 2011. HAPPY 2ND DAY OF 2011.
