Taking the plunge?
I’m really envious of those who know what they really in life because right now I’ve seen to lose my direction as to what I want to achieve, apart from the general idea of owning a property and a cafe featuring wedding planning services. That’s all I’ve got in mind.
Have been to a few similar interview. Not sure if it’s a sign that I asked for, all leads me to the financial planner/advisor position. After thinking I might want to take a plunge and try it out, not sure where it will lead me. But being a zero experience person, totally fresh graduate, it’s a big step out of my comfort zone.
To be real honest, I rely much on my gut feel not even sure if it’s accurate or not. This is almost driving me crazy and of course undue stress. What’s contributing more to this unsettling feel is the expectations, is really terrifying (almost like one of those spooky encounters) when people see the potential and thinks highly of you when you don’t even know what you are capable of.
Then I reflect again, perhaps my complacency and laziness has got the best of me! I really don’t know anything, feel like I’m thrown into the world when school is over. I need to adjust my mentality and get my discipline back I guess. I hope I’ll be prepare to take on anything coming my way, after all I told myself that if I can pass my driving, then I suppose there isn’t any other thing I can’t do.
I really hope for a great start. And honestly, I do regret not job searching early which gives enough time to think about a job and it’s prospect. I’ll give myself a year and see where it takes me if I’m set to take up the job offer. I hope I don’t fail myself, hopefully the fear in me will subside when all things come into place. All I can do now is to trust my instinct, not that I’ve ever rely on it but I don’t want to over think and perhaps lose an opportunity.
